“Are you sure you can’t stay?”
Bartholomew Matthews smiled sadly as he pressed his brother’s hand
to his cheek. “Are you sure you can’t come?”
Aisely’s smile was just as sad and tear filled as his own. “My life
is here, Bug,” Aisely murmured. “I have to stay. But I’ll miss you.”
Bug nodded. He knew that was going to be his brother’s answer before
he even asked the question, but he had to ask. “I’m going to miss
you, too.”
“Do you know where you’re going to go?” Aisely asked.
“It’s better that you don’t know.” The truth couldn’t be beaten out
of him then.
“Call me when you get settled?”
“I’ll try.” But they both knew he wouldn’t. Any type of contact
between them could be detrimental to their health, and maybe their
lives. With one last squeeze of his brother’s hand, Bug grabbed his
backpack and then stood. “Remember to keep yourself safe.”
Aisely stood as well, his fingers brushing Bug’s cheek, moving to
the edge of the bruises on the side of his swollen face. “Remember
to keep an eye on these. Get some ice on them as soon as you can. It
will help with the swelling.”
Bug pulled his long chestnut curls down over his cheek, hoping to
hide the bruises. It was bad enough that he had had his ass handed
to him. He didn’t need his brother bringing his shame into the
light.
With a pang, Bug realized that this might be the last time he ever
saw his brother. He wasn’t going to suddenly start liking girls and
his father wasn’t going to suddenly accept him. Randal Matthews
would rather see him dead than admit one of his sons was gay.
“Be happy and stay safe.”
Bug turned and walked away before he could talk himself out of
leaving. Going out into the world alone was almost as scary as
staying behind with his psychotic father. Both were dangerous. Bug
just wasn’t sure which one was riskier. Being turned over to the
enforcers was as close to death as Bug ever wanted to get. Being
deemed a rogue wolf was nearly as bad. If another wolf pack got wind
of his scent, his life wouldn’t be worth a plug nickel.
The moment he stepped into the woods, Bug took off running. The
faster he got out of his father’s territory, the better. The moment
he set foot outside his father’s territory without his permission,
he was rogue, and that meant he was free game for anyone with a
grudge or a little anger to burn off. No one could protest because
he would be a rogue wolf. Any pack anywhere could do whatever they
wanted to him.
He wouldn’t put it past his father to contact other packs and warn
them that his son had gone rogue, to kill him on sight. Randal
Matthews would do just about anything to prevent people from
learning he had given life to a son that liked to take it up the
butt.
Bug had quite a few miles to cover before he was out of his father’s
territory. He knew if he didn’t hurry, he would never make it. It
was a good bet that someone would check his room at some point and
discover that he had escaped. If it wasn’t for his ability to heal
quickly, he would still be in bed moaning in pain.
Bug breathed in shallow quick gasps as he ran. There was nothing he
could do about his footsteps but he could control his breathing as
best as possible.
He wished he could shift. He would get so much farther on four legs
than two. But his scent was stronger in his wolf form. He’d be
pinpointed in a manner of moments. In his human form, he had a
chance, as slim as it was.
A cold knot formed in Bug’s stomach when he very distinguishable
howl ripped through the night air. They had discovered that he was
gone. Fear made him reckless. He tore off through the woods as fast
as his feet would carry him.
It wasn’t long before he heard people—or wolves—crashing through the
woods behind him. They were gaining on him but they weren’t catching
him. It was almost as if they were playing with him, enjoying his
fear.
They probably were.
Bug ran faster, his short legs making his flight for freedom almost
a joke. He knew he was merely avoiding the inevitable. He knew he
would be caught. It was just a matter of time. But he still couldn’t
give up. What waited for him if he got caught was worse than the
beating that had sent him running in the first place.
Bug ran until his legs ached and then he ran some more. The darkness
slowly turned to light. It allowed Bug to see better but it also
allowed those chasing him to see him better. And then the trees
thinned, giving way to open fields and flatland for as far as the
eye could see.
Bug glanced over his shoulder at one point and knew beyond a shadow
of a doubt that the men chasing him were playing a game. There were
three of them, enforcers for Randal Matthews. They were the meanest
of all the enforcers, malicious and cruel, deriving pleasure from
listening to others scream.
They fanned out behind Bug, watching him, following him. They never
got to close but didn’t fall behind either. This went on for hours,
miles, until Bug realized they were close to the border of Randal
Matthews’s territory, and then he knew. They were waiting until he
stepped over the boundary between his father’s territory and the
pack next to them. He would be free game the moment that happened.
Bug wasn’t sure why his father wanted them to wait. He knew they
weren’t just following him to make sure he left his father’s
territory. They were going to wait until he entered the territory
belonging to his father’s rival and then attack, blame it on them.
Bug almost laughed as he acknowledged he had probably played right
into his father’s hands when he decided to run. Not only was Randal
Matthews getting rid of his gay son before anyone discovered his
perversity, but he was giving his father ammunition to bring
sanctions against the neighboring pack, and possibly gain some of
their land.
Yay him.
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